How does one know when they've lost their mind.
Does it creep up on you.
Does it come like a wave that crashes onto the beach then drags you out to sea in its wake.
Is it like a light bulb that gradually dims and dims and dims until its total darkness.
And what do you do, when at last you find yourself in the dark. When you realize that you only went down into the basement to find something, but somewhere in the searching, its as if you forgot the very thing you were looking for.
But how can you possibly find it now.
So its as if you fumble around in the dark, looking for the light switch, to turn on a light, that burned out long ago.
Its as if you find yourself in a dark place and you don't even remember why you're down there to begin with.
But you keep looking.
You keep fumbling around, feeling your way thru the dark, opening unseen boxes to handle their contents like a blind woman.
But you cant give up.
That was never an option.
Its as if you're not even human anymore.
Its like your