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Daily Deviation

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So I finally received a Daily Deviation after wanting one for years..
Pretty stoked.. and flattered..
It was for Tennessee Tracks..
In which I am the model in the photo..
The downfall was that by being put on the popular page I was exposed to a lot of those types that tear down all of the people who are given a DD..
That was disappointing..
People can be so rude and well.. Idiotic at times..
Everyone is entitled to their opinion. If you don't like the piece, that's perfectly fine.. Just say that and go on with your day.
The second that they start putting me down for reasons unrelated to the piece or start objectifying and saying nasty things, I'm going to counter argue it of course.
This was my favorite site until about two days ago.
No one uses their real identity.
I don't even feel like I'm speaking with people on here.
It isn't right to say whatever mean, hurtful thing that come to mind and hide behind a fake name and cartoon picture.
It's cowardly.
There you go.

Good day to all..
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Hello there friends..

I am in an online bikini contest and I'm gonna ask you, pretty pretty please, if you have face book please click on the link below and like the photo and share..
It will mean so much to me..
I can use all the likes I can get..
Thanks everyone!! :)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

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If you have a facebook account then go on over to my page and hit the "like" button..

Please?

"Shares" are pretty awesome too.. Actually "shares" are flippin' fantastic!

Link: ---> www.facebook.com/cassandrawilm…

It is greatly appreciated..

Let's stay connected..

My DeviantArt friends are my favorite... ;)
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When someone calls themself your best friend, aren't they suppose to want the best for you?
Are they not suppose to try and be there for you and cheer you on no matter what, as long as you're not being hurt, because you love them?
That's the kind of friend I've always tried to be..
I've always been loyal and brave enough to stand up for the people I care about even if I wouldn't do the same for myself.
That's just the way I've always been.

I've realized it, over and over again, that the person I've always called my best friend, the closest thing I have to a sister, isn't like that.
It rocks me to my core to know that my dearest friend is only truely happy around me if I am sad and unhappy.
She glows when something goes wrong for me and and gets very quiet and acquires an angry demenor when something good happens in my life. She immediately starts to list mistakes I have made and things that could go wrong.
I'm hardly a braggot. If I were then maybe I could understand why she gets irritated at my successes..
Are you not suppose to be happy for your friends?
Maybe I'm the one who has this friendship thing wrong..

I'm not saying that I'm perfect or that I've never caused problems in my relationships but I've never tried to break up her and her boyfrind. I've never made her feel ugly and unwanted with cruel words that cut so deep. When she is proud of something she does I'm not there to point out why she will not make it to the finish line in her endevours. No one has ever cheered louder for her than I have. Yet she sits there with her condescending little smirk and makes me feel inferrior even when I shouldn't. She loaths any attention that is directed my way even though I've never done a thing to try and shine brighter than her. I've always been concious of her feelings. I've always wanted her to feel special and wanted, not alienated and alone as she has tried so hard to make me feel time and time again. I could list countless examples of vindictiveness and insults to try and knock me down.

To be ridiculed, shamed and treated cruely by the one person you have called your best friend all of your life is a terrible feeling that I hope no one else ever has to feel, though I know I'm not alone.
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Okay.. So on Monday I was in a car crash..
I'm actually quite lucky to be alive..
On top of that I came out of it nearly unscathed..
Unbelievably..
A man ran his red light as I was crossing an intersection on my way home from work..
He smashed into my driver door..
I watched him hurtle towards me full speed.. (slow motion in my head)
And all of the glass from my window shattered in my face and eyes..
Weaving its little star like pieces into my hair..
His larger vehicle came to a sudden stop after the collision as I lost control of my tiny car and swerved into oncoming traffic..
One car swerved around me and I regained control of my vehicle at the very last second before I would have been in a head on collision with another car headed strait for me..
Twas like an involutary game of chicken..
Terrifying.. To say the least..
I didn't get scared until I was able to pull over.. Safely out of traffic and harm's way..
It took all of my force to open my smashed up door and get out of my car..
The metal had crumpled up in a way that resembled tissue paper..
Nothing could describe the noise that the collision made.. It plays over and over in my head..
And I'm quite sheepish about driving now.. To and from work is all I will allow myself..
I hope I get over that aspect of it soon..
But I have to pass the spot in my description twice every day..
And I nearly have an anxiety attack each time..
The guy who hit me is claiming that his light was green as well which is hard to beleive seeing as I was in a line of traffic going under my green light.. I wasn't just a lone car wandering about by myself.. I just happened to be the unlucky one in that spot at that time...
He also claims that he had been stopped at a red light before he hit me.. Also difficult to beleive considering no one could have gained as much speed and force as he crashed into me with in 15 to 20 feet.. Absolutly inconceivable.. After the officers had been there for a good half an hour a "witness" showed up declairing that I ran my light..
A witness is not going to leave the scene for 45 minutes and then just appear again to make a statement..
A witness is going to stop to make sure you are alive and well.. Not to see that you get an insurance claim.. The "witness" also went to talk to the guy that hit me before addressing the police and giving a statement.. So you can anylize that for yourself.. Another witness went to the police station after the accident to ask if anyone had been injured.. He was questioned by the local authority and stated that he was a couple cars behind me in traffic and that my light was green.. Hopefully the people involved will see through this guys story.. The one who hit me that is.. All the while, my little car is so beat up and i'm unsure as of now if it will be fixed seeing as the police report states that "no one was found at fault".. Oh dear...
Driving home from work in the rain is great now though.. No driver's window.. -_-


On a lighter note.. I have gotten a facebook page for my modeling, art, and acting.. Any support through "likes" is greatly appreciated.. So drop by and show a little support.. My link is to your right ----> www.facebook.com/cassandrawilm… Go ahead click it! You know you wanna.. ;)
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